i believe if we try convincing ourselves on something long enough
slowly we'll start believing what we tell ourselves
even when we didn't like the idea of it at all initially
and till we reach the day when we fully believe so
even He cant change our minds
because He doesn't mess with free will
unless we're really sensitive to what He says
then again.
how do we know when it is Him
and when it is our fear overriding the desire in our lives
and then what used to matter before wouldn't mean anything anymore
even if there goes the what could have been
because we started to distract ourselves with so many other things
and another life begins
maybe its a good thing.
i have got to stop thinking
