with or without doesn't seem to bother me anymore.
shopping has lost its charm.
"do i really need it?" "no." and then i move on.
i could do without facebook, msn, whatever.. if i want to.
i just want to read. and read. and sing.
i can do ok without a man in my life.
i can take care of myself pretty well..
as time passes, u just learn to live, with or without what you had.
but the longing remains.
and i read there is nothing wrong with that.
i was made to think it was wrong. becos if that doesn't go, it would mean i don't value Him enough to be satisfied. but maybe it really isn't that way. it just isn't something we can kill no matter how hard we try. because its simply the way we were made. not to want someone to rely on, but to complete us.
He made it complete with His final creation.
The Lord God said, "It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him." -Genesis 2:18
i hope i made sense. somehow.. a little bit? =/
