i know its natural to yearn. but please, take it away.these tears can't flow anymore. this pain shouldn't hurt anymore.if letting go is it. why am i not at peace.is it me?am i the wreck? this is what i learnt today.
loving someone doesn't mean i am not giving God my 100%.
tho initially to be honest i knew i wasn't..
and it is actually common for couples to feel like that at first! i just found out.
becos u just want to spend so much time with each other. but after the whole honeymoon period, and a lot of talking through, things get better after that.
my friend also gathered from many older couples in the church and they all think they think very differently too. but relationships are all about give and take isn't it? but how then, when sometimes we just don't listen to each other nor try to be in each other's shoe? well, that's when He comes in. when relationships can't prosper without Him.
honestly, i don't know what to do.i am confused.when i don't pray about us, you say it shows how little i treasure our relationship.when i pray about us, you say it shows what i treat God as.do u understand my dilemma?take this longing away.
