The space between our wicked liesIs where we hope to keep safe from pain.school is getting less lonely now. i have lots of friends here and there i actually think its pretty amazing.
i haven't noticed, but today i looked around me and i realised i was one out of two girls sitting on the right side of the lecture theatre. and suddenly i think about it, it dawned upon me that all my friends that i can ask for help for school work are guys. i sure have been blur-ly going thru my first year of uni. engineering. i don't know why i want to be an engineer so much. i think its becos i like legos and screwdrivers. oh wells. just pray hard i survive the remaining 3 years.
my mind's sooo messed up.
my emotions are leading me nowhere.
i'm just waiting for someday where i get busted,
then the sky can fall on me.
and i'll just have to surrender.
