I close my eyes when I get too sad I think thoughts that I know are bad Close my eyes and I count to ten Hope it's over when I open them
why do people play with one another's mind?
why do they/we indirectly say things just to actually shoot it right at us/them?
i just fell into this whole dazed period for a moment and started on something i have not done since 4 years ago. i felt so lost, so fed up, so over the edge, i thought it could all end with me gone.
and some friend had to play the 'ghost pop up on screen with a sound effect while playing a game that needs concentration' prank on me. i did anticipate it/doubt the source, but somehow i chose to trust that he wouldn't hurt me for no reason. and he did. i threw my headphones and almost burnt myself with the heater next to me. i know he meant no harm. but i just felt really disappointed..
"The Joker took the best of us and tore him down. He wanted to prove that even someone as good, could fall."
