sometimes i still cant believe my sister has a baby.
time really flies.
and i wonder how my life wld be.
recently i feel like some thought processor.
i watch the tv, i listen to people, i read the news, books... and i just have all these thoughts scrolling in my head. questions, answers, observations, conclusions..
there's just so much in my head. what is it do i really want? what is really needed of me? even so, is it for me to answer? apparently not. because human are really weird. and dumb. just like how Bailey wld say, "the stupidity of the human race". why? cos we often mess things up for ourselves.
i was just packing some stuff in my study and a found a journal i was made to write by my teacher when i was 12. life was so simple. all i talked about was what i did for the day and how it went. the emotions involved were pretty much just like those we learn when we were 3 years old. happy, sad, angry... lol huh. haha.
and of cos, i did realise how fortunate a kid i was (still am).
but i guess to sum it all up, i kinda dislike growing up.
