with me always

Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."

- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE






pingy

dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace

but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today








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Saturday, July 26, 2008
if you only knew what i'm going through | 2:12 AM
to taste every last bit of being in the comfort of my home..
good food, clean house, fresh clothes, no school work, tv and internet all day long
i ended up sleeping pretty late at 420am. and at 6am i got woken up because i couldn't sleep after the alarm rang, and i had to prepare to go to the airport.

i'm better at saying good byes now.
i finally hugged my parents and took photos like how youngsters do nowadays (you know the stretch your hand as far as you can to capture all 3 faces in one frame? the one lowell is most pro at?) aha. cos usually one person is always missing cos he/she is the photographer.

as usual, dun want to lugi, so i watched 2.5 movies (0.5 accounts for the unfinished '21' i was watching on my flight back to singapore) and tadah, landed on a Perth on a rainy day. its depressing. i flew gloomy and landed gloomy. it makes me feel all gloomy.

anyway, i reached my 2nd home and i started sweeping and vacuuming my room, laying out the mat for cold winter and unpacking my stuff. den i had to quickly bathe and rush to combined cell.

pretty many surprises i got. indeed i'm being loved more than i ever imagined. i was actually taken aback. can u imagine it? i used to be this someone who thought nobody liked her because she was quiet and pretty anti-social. kinda still am, but really, i never thought. i figure this cell is gonna be great, i'm gonna grow, i'm gonna help. i'm gonna be all that i can be.

and i just checked my timetable. i am given all my first preferences! i am free on tuesday!! (well, self-declared) and i end before 3 almost everyday. seriously? i am not believing so many things but they happened and are happening, right before my eyes. first my grades, now this. the reason i know why His grace is sufficient for me. becos its definitely not my effort.

the only thing not done is that i have yet to change my bed sheet and pillow cases. ahhh. but i'm sooo tired. i shall be dirty pig tonight. yawns.

So what can I say
What can I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You