5am.
my heart is heavy.
my eyes are droopy.
and my stomach's rumbling.
i'm in this whole stoned mode again.
thinking about how horrible a person i've been.
its time to lay it all down.
i thank you for your steadfast love.
u deserve better than this.
which is why its time,
i return you a double portion.
i'm working on it.
meanwhile u stay strong alright?
cos He listens. He does.
continue to chase after Him.
one day u'll find it all worthwhile.
i am weak. but He is strong.
the spirit's moving.
the fire is spreading.
soon i'll be,
more than i could be.
Please do Your work in me.
prepare my heart.
i'm ready.
