i miss being in a team.
tough trainings.
sweat and tears.
being pushed to the limit.
working together for the win.
encouraging each other when things get extremely hard and exhausting.
even tho i always used to feel that i didn't fit in very much cos i wasn't very good.
and had a high level of inferior complex becos no matter how hard, how much i tried, i still aint anywhere near good.
but i do pretty much still miss all of it.
its weird i know.
but i guess these are all the things that builds us.