suddenly i'm going to china..
it wld be good experience.
but crap, i might have just screwed some things.
i'm gonna earn plenty of money and give my parents a good life.
i can't stop feeling guilty spending all that money.
sigh.
all to give me a better life.
thank you.
everyday i'm thinking.
but not making any constructive decisions out of it.
how long do i have to live with this.
sigh.