it was really like a dream.
it felt like i was free for a moment..
den i got struck back down, real hard, to reality.
i crashed.
school ended.
i sat at the lab and i kept doing my work.
they were long and tedious..
i had to keep going thru them
becos i had made mistakes somewhere along the way..
mistakes that were really hard to find.
half of the time i was thinking and staring at the questions real hard.
even simple multiplications and divisions made me cringe my forehead.
noisy people around me made me really frustrated..
but
i contained it..
slowly.. people started leaving.. one by one..
and the place grew quieter.
i couldn't go on..
i packed up
and headed towards my bike.
i didn't want to go home.
i cycled into routes i've never been before.
hoping to find the place in my dream.
that i didn't find.
all i saw was the very grey sky..