where do i go from here?
i'm kinda lost.
so all along the things i was interested in, weren't the things i want in life.
i wanted to be an engineer so i can fix and build things.
but i realised i all i wanted was to fix a kid's broken bike and make him smile.
or to encourage and be there for someone in need.
should i continue to pursue what i was interested in before and carry on my mistakes?
or make a major turn and risk it.
i think i should risk it.
i do not want to study further mechanical physics and break down like i did before. yikes.
anyway. i thank God for all. its really amazing how he pulled me through it all, and made it out more than alive.
its time i run back into his arms. i've been running around in circles on earth for way too long.
