just looked at some guy's frenster. from s11. plenty of class pics. outings. sentosa. neoprints.
and then i got a little envious. den a little sad. den.. i duno.
my class. is so segregated. guys vs girls. and within these 2 groups. it is further split. guys into 2 groups. girls are generally one big group with a few drop-outs here and there. well. to the least. that's how i feel. and how i see it.
why is it so sad?
it has actually been a long time since i took neoprints. besides the day on chen yang's birthday. i realised that becos when i wanted to put that set of neoprints together with e rest. i found myself looking for the others. i rmbed they were either in a box, or a book. so i searched. and i missed the box that was actually right in front of me.
so. that proves that its been a long time. or i'm just plain forgetful.
i'm glad i still have a few joys in my life. to keep me going.
i watched xmen3 yesterday. with e s14's shane, sz, raymond. i liked the actioned. but lau has lots to complain about. lol. i'm a mindless movie watcher. i think all shows i watched are nice. except boring ones. lol.
and i have a new hobby. looking at cyril's magic videos. he's rather amazing. magic. illusions. i'm too slow for all that stuff. so i awe like normal commoners.
i've almost lost my 1st week of hols. just trying to complete my long overdue compo. i'm so sorry ms soh. i just hate writing. my mind's too tuned to maths. just too much.
i'm still not awaken. the motivation pill. [wad a maple term. pill. haha] its not working. i'm still pretty much a piece of stone.
sometimes. i'm really angry/upset. for many things. but i look so calm anyhow. have i even lost the essence to feel.
God. please come back to my life.
i'm not happy.
