just browsing through frenster.. looking at oldd frens.. reading old stuff...
frens i've yet to catch up with.. leading their own lives that seem so alien to me tho we all once lived very similiar lives.
it just all makes me feel like crying.
when the world's spinning.. i just hope it could stop.. so i would not have to look back and miss so many things.
but if it stops. can i really treasure those moments?
even putting myself thru a timemachine over and over again wouldn't help.
lol. random. only i wld understand.
sometimes i want to grow up fast. to live a blissful life.
but sometimes. i just wish i was still a kid. enjoying life.
man... i dislike being in between.
ps - i may not be a very initiative friend. [ sending notes to tell u how much i appreciate u ] but to any who's reading this. thanks for being a fren to me.
