Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."

- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE

pingy

dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace

but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today

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well.. i've been sick. for a looooong time.. not that long. but its long. i have about 4 mc's now. been at home for 7 days now..

finally my fever's down.. but my stomach's still queasy... the sight of medicine makes me frown/cry.. i take like 30 mins to finish my tablets and capsules of medicine.. cos the feeling's so bad i take soooo long before i decide to start on my first.. den on and on..

my stomach's full of medicine.. and i just so feel like vomitting it all out.. but it just cant come out from the mouth.. so all i can do is frown and give an xi nu AI le's AI face.. after swallowing one medicine.. i'll stomp my feet like a crazy woman.. man i just have no appetite..

medicine has never tasted so horrible.. i cld swallow dem so easy before.. YUCK!

and last night i think i slept in a puddle of sweat.. my fever was so high. i was coldddddd... den i ate the medi and started sweating.. giving off heat.. YUCK.. still am.. gotta do this to get well..

so.. one more mc to go tmr.. tho tmr i have no lessons.. dats good.. i really wld want to come to skool lemon.. but dere's no lesson and i dun feel tip top fine.. don't be disappointed k..
sorry to wake u up.. sleep more.. after promos yet still so busy.. haiyoo..

man.. enuff talking bout my eeerRrRyyuck... thinking about it just sucks.. i burp medicine taste.. MAMEE.. okok.. ahhhh...

and.. 3 blood test. all different vessel. i got 3 poke dots on my hand now.. dey were not exactly pain.. but u just cld feel something. the first one was done well. it din hurt.

i want to be strong.. i dont want to ever get sick again.. i'll cry..

and too.. i tot of cedar much. even a nightmare became good becos i ended up being with e blue and grey.. we were all tgt.. this is the part of my life... i wish i cld relive it again. thanks cedar..

watched as told by ginger.. she was graduating.. going to high skool i think. and she made a speech.. saying something like when we first entered.. we were like cocoons.. den at the end.. we became butterflies.. all different and.... cant rmb.. but dat made me think bout cedar too..

alright.. i miss cedar. i do. i miss cedarians more. i do i do.