okie.. so life after fever.. wasn't too well done either..
felt vomity the WHOLE time.. and food and medicine just looks like brinjal to me. i wld practically scream.. bang the table.. stomp my feet.. slap my legs.. just yuck.. the sight of dem makes me...
haven been sleeping well either.. all these feelings at night.. just aint good for sleeping..
and just now.. FINALLY.. i
vomitted. GROSS.
i was eating the
GREEN anti-biotics.. took me about 1 hour to try to get that in my mouth.. it just sat dere on the table.. den my mum called.. she keep calling to see if i've eaten my medicine and i always say no.. cos my appetite was negative infinity.. but my hp batt when off..
so meanwhile.. i took the courage.. grabbed the two pills and stuffed it down.. gulped water.. den she called again.. and i was like.. "aaa..... CALL U BACK LATER!"
grabbed the plastic bag.. and "uweeaah.." once, twice.. short ones.. den.. "uweeaahhhhhhhhh..." suddenly the plastic bag was heavy.. YUCK! i saw the green pills.. and smell egg.. I HATE MEDICINE. HELP. =[
man.. i feel much better after that.. but still.. some shit feeling is lingering inside me.. i need to get a shit/laosai bad.. get rid of everything in my body and start life anew. if only dere was like some vacuum cleaner for the body..
one week of sickness is no joke.. i really duno how those ppl with big sickness have e courage to go on living day by day... now i understand. i really admire dem..
ok.. i shall stop.. thinking bout it makes me want to puke again.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
