yesterday i ate one of the best dinners for a long long time.. with my mum, dad, sis and her fiance. at yakiniku daidomon. it was basically bbqing beef at the table.. like soul garden.. but the beef quality of cos is wouuhoo.. and japanese sauce is the best.
i just miss all the times a family went out to eat together.. how long has it been..
now everybody is just so separated. we hardly get together.
i hardly even talk to them. i just duno how to start.
sometimes my home don't exactly seem like a family.. we dun even sleep together since young.
why are things going the way they are..
i wonder why i'm so troubled.. i've eloped away from econs.. yet i'm still very stress up.. its so difficult just to finish tutorials on time.. or even understand during lecture.. its like i'm stupid or something. i cant even cope with 3 subjects! its not like i watch plenty of tv. its not like i go out everyweek.. yet.. i'm still so behind. i totally hate jc life. its really getting to me and my esteem.
am i doing it all wrong? am i not putting God first? is the condition of my heart not right with Him?
i'm getting really weary...i want to take a break. but is dere really enough time for a break at all?
