willy wonka.. willy wonka..
i absolutely love the movie.. its so kiddish.. reminds me of the time i read roald dahl.. i liked his stories so much i practically read all including the adult ones.
the ending was great.. the house in the factory.. its just so....
the way..
how i wished i cld love my family THIS much.
but sometimes dey just really do get on my nerves.. so sorry abt that.
now i'm just so screwed.. my weekends are practically quite used up.. how am i suppose to finish THAT much hw..
hais..
pw is crazy.. i cant catch up with the number of drafts my group is editing. cos i dun exactly come online on weekdays..
last night, i slept at 2 cos i was doing my fma tut. completed it and man was i satisfied..
thereafter..read some physics notes.. and slept..
woke up at 240.. horrible..
had like 3 nightmares in a row for 40 minutes.. i was just so stressed up.
one was about the g word.
the other was some gross guy chasing after me and i just scream my lungs out.
last was something like the people i know purposely vanish on me.. leaving me all alone..
boo was i stressed.. but i woke up rather fine..
now i'm really tired.. but pw is constantly on my mind.. i just feel so like crying that i cant cope even i've dropped econs..
talking bout econs.. some teacher lectured me thru the ext line phone. i called cos i dint know who was taking over the HOD temporary to settle the official dropping of econs as she's away on a long long course.. so i called to enquire as the ext line i was calling was so called an arts department one. so dey wld probably know.
So i called and i did not just ask for the teacher's name.. instead i said a long string of stuff like i'm looking for blablabla.. in a polite manner..
and the teacher sort of giggled and kept saying. "Just who are you looking for. Can u please get the name right and ask around before calling?"
in actual fact i did. i asked my ct. my frens.. dey all said duno. and i was so desperate becos its been a month and i have not OFFICIALLY dropped econs.. so i called..
in the end.. it left me feeling really broken.. call me weak. i'm just affected when people are fierce. what did i do wrong? why are some people so insensitive to other people feelings when i'm already so polite?
i wonder if i'll get into trouble for writing this. but i do not even know who was on the other line. i only know she made me really upset and i went home after that to sleep cos i had a headache. (at first i wanted to stay back to do work)
hais.. well.. thats life. i just got to learn to be stronger.
