been thinkin.. much..
not too good.
found out that.. i am
not so smart
not too good at any ccas that i take.. ever since pri skool..
short
not very good wif words
quiet
slow
someone who's not confident of herself
not that i've never known all these since.. just that perhaps i thought i shld try to be better.. but.. i just dun seem to get better wif any of these no matter how i keep tryin..
i'm prolly doin things wrongly.. but how do i do it rite?
i really want to give up..
tho i know i'll still try..
i just aint feelin too good.
when will all these bad feelings ever end..
when will i ever be someone good..someone of use.
how long..
yep. i'm really tired by now.. but i dun want ta sleep.. just dun feel like it..
i lie awake... i drive myself crazy
