okie.. so. i'm sick today and i din go to school.
i got an mc last night from the doc.
i seriously needed to skip school badly cos i did not do many many tutorials. and i'm really shagged..
if i went skool i had to COMPLETE 1 econs tutorial.1 clao essay. 1 fmb tut. bout 30+ fma questions within like err.. 2-3 hours? IMPOSSIBLE LA. besides i wasn't in tip top condition to do hardcore work.
and i've only done 1 tutorial since the whole day today. some stupid three dimensional problems and my slow brain. argh! so dead. if only i had super brain. den jc life wldn't be so bad. =S
i'm reeeeli stressed out. din expect jc to be DAT tough. yet there's no one to be wif me. cos my classmates are generally hardworking. so i'm always the only one getting the scoldings.. sooo sooo dead. no more mass ponning.. no more people in the same boat as me.. hais..
and econs. OMG. reading it seems easy. doing it is a WHOLE different thing. just as bad as remembering definitions.. wad normative.opportunity cost. elasticity.. eeeyur.. i'm SOO not this kind of material. really regret swopping over..
i know my classmates are REELI nice. i mean really nice people. BUT. i just cant click wif dem.. dey're not the crazy sort like bw.. man i miss bw. how will i survive thru w/o bw by my side literally..
hang on. hang on. hang on. its just wad i need to do till things get better. Lord. Please watch over me..
i'm falling deeper..