hais.. things are just not like dey used to be.. i guess many 17 year old will be feeling this way..
so much separation and good byes..
orientation wasn't as good as the first one. becos many beloved were not dere..
how i miss 05s31 like mad.
dey were the best classmate i cld ever have gotten.
a small and cosy class..
not having to worry during pe time becos every single one gets to play for the whole hour.
a totally un-nerdy computing class..
with many lovable people.
i miss u guys so much..
i'm not mixing well wif my new class now. i'm so sorry. feeling so guilty for it. have been hanging ard wif either estee.. or raymona and shouzhen..
its like i'm ostracising myself from the class.. i flee whenever possible..
sob sob. i duno why. i just feel we dun click.. or that i'm hanging on to the past frenships like mad.
WHY? dere are like hardly anyone i know in my new class. i feel so strange. so alone...
nothin will ever be e same again..
but i'm still happy.. becos.. its always good to keep the special feeling as part of a precious memory.. i miss u guys..
lovelove..
