Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."

- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE

pingy

dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace

but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today

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slow.. i'm really darn slow..mabe i've been runnin away from it. trying to accept it. and trying to be optimistic.but it hit me. hit me hard. I DISLIKE MY GRADES.its ugly.i cant bear to look at it.but still. i cant seem to cry..it just cant come out like before.i'm so immune to pain and disappointment.i seem to feel like i have a heart of steel.i dislike falling in love..even to the extent i get freaked when guys like me.. i see them as such alien creatures waiting to gobble me up anytime..=X..i just know its not time now. i just noe. everyone is still so young.people can go dating for 8 years den break up just before dey get married(my 2nd sis's fren)..or more than 10 years and break(eldest sis's fren).i mean.NOOO way i'll put myself into their shoes...DAT FREAKING HURTS.also dere's like the other kind of people where dey say.man we're still young.get as many boyfrens to get the experience goin man. but why do i need experience when i know dat God have already paired me up with 'the one'. den people will say. if u dun go steady..how will u find dat one..aiyoh! need not necessary go steady rite? u can just feel it thru the frenship.. hmmm.. yes no? dun agree? I DUN CARE! haha. cos its me. and yea. only me typing. ah huh. ah huh. yea. watched hitch today.nice show i can say.i will be like the girl.stay single and be happy about it till when the time is right. and the man is right. haha.. fairytales do happen. but ah. wadever. that can wait. i am still young and groovin baby..so shut upp and follow moma.. dun follow also can. haha.. I AM JUST CRAPPING MAN. now i'm confuse to it whether i'm not happy or gone crazy. ark. who cares. =S