malued..
AGAIN. second time.
i went to cell. and. i FORGOT. dey have teens camp. cell's cancelled. i rushed all the way from town there and thot i was late. end up. man. i knocked the door in front of my cell leader's neighbour. and waited there awhile before walkin away. MALU. i felt so malu i almost broke down. i panic until i almost cry. becos its the SECOND time. gosh. this is mad. i think i'm too stress.
mabe its bad karma. since i've been bullying someone in skool. i'll try extremely hard to treat u nicely for 21st and 22nd alrite.. try very hard. cos i duno. its like human nature/common sense to suan u. so sorry. but i dun wan bad karma!
before cell in the train. i assured myself i wun repeat the same mistake. kept thinkin thru my mind.. i was sure dere was cell. but i FORGOT! really. i've become SUPER absent-minded these days.. its really scary.
well.. watched robots yest with my cg...i laughed my ass offed.. i think i frightened my cg mates. the laughter was resounding. i tink i malued myself in the theatre.. haha.. but yea. i loved the movie.. tho the duration was rather short. it gave me a hell of a good laugh. esp the err.. well.. farting scene. haha. the big butt lady robot is so cute.
eh.. watched many other movies recently too. haha.. been townin these few days.. so bored of everywhere including skool. everyone is like either ponning, stonning or sleeping/slacking. there's no life anywhere. its sad. feelin shagged and SIANZ. like absolutely. dying..
well.. i love my soft toy my sister bote for me! i wana get the keychain.. the smaller version of the soft toy. den my pig on my bag will have a companion. =) i just love the pig. everybody says its dirty. thats wad pigs are for! haha.
the pig is like my only companion thru the 'rather horrible' jc life. i will always hold his hands while i walk. i find comfort in dat. =)
this hols. i'm gonna catch up on my work. no more townin for me. waste time. beach mabe.. yawns..