with me always

Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."

- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE






pingy

dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace

but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today








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Saturday, March 5, 2005
if only a man loved me that much. | 12:03 PM
From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background and that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrelled very often.

Though the girl love the guy deeply, she will always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset.

With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him.
As for him, he only endures it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas.

Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round.
Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left
, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society,
whereas the guy was overseas, continuing
his studies. They sent their love through
emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both
never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to
work, she was knocked down by a car that
lost control. When she woke up, she saw
her parents beside her bed. She realised that
she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying,
she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all
that could come out of her mouth was just a
sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her
brain has caused her to lose her voice.
Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing
coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital,
it was only silent cries
that
companied her. Upon reaching home, everything
seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone
of the phone. Which pierced into her heart
everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy
know.


And not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote
a letter to him saying that she does not wish
to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In
return, the guy sent millions & millions of
reply, and countless of phonecalls..

all the girl could do, was cry.

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.


With a new environment, the girl learnt
sign language & started a new life. Telling
herself everyday that she must forget the guy.
One day, her friend came & told her that he's
back. She asked her friend not to let him know
what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't
anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with
an envelope, containing an invitation
card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered.
When she opened
the letter, she saw her name in
it.

When she was about to ask her friend
what's going on, she saw the guy standing in
front of her. He used sign language telling
her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice.

I Love You.
With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger.
The girl finally smiled.