actually i went to church on fri. sat. and sunday. haha. some talk..
oOoo.. guess wad. Alex kissed my cheeks on sunday. before he said goodbye. haha.
sunday was Hannah's birthday. celebrated her birthday with a small cake. haha. and all the kids ate the cake.. cute..
bad person. bad bad bad.. she's freakin me out. it been a long time since i met someone like her. someone who can make hell for me. who can make me feel completely useless and able to make me jolt to tears.
my little lights team leader. she speaks in a completely (talk before she thinks) tone. and the way she phrase/puts her words.. its cryable. i know i can do the task she tells me to. but she need not order me around and ASSume things. pangsai!
she skipped the colouring session altogether becos SHE herself did not find the add-on stickers.. which i spent about and hour or two colouring that piece of paper with different tones of colour and shading..
and on careful observation. she is not in charge of anything!! she just points her finger at ppl to do the work. wad a leader. i almost kena doing 3 craft stuff but at least she had the heart to realise its too much for me.. if its gonna happen nx month again. and she doesn't do ANYTHING. i'm transferring out to the morning session. DARN. so so so... uRgh.
she's making my days in church horrible. YUCK. how can lidat.
she was talking bout maids. saying about now maids have to be educated to be hired so they can learn faster and speak our language. and she was like.. but must have good attitude. without a good attitude. anything else is useless.. i wanted to say. LOOK AT YOURSELF.. i was so pissed. ha.
man. someone help me. i want to get out without feeling so guilty.
gotta buck up buck up on my self confidence. i must be able to malu myself without feeling malued.. yes i can do it!
ha. btw now i in computing lesson. he's teaching one student. cos only he wants to learn. and the others can do wadever we want online.. oh wells.. real skool will be startin nx week.. dies..
