abit lag eh? just din feel like talkin bout it.
i received my results with a stoned expression.. and i just stoned. throughout the day.
seems like i no longer know how to cry..
i can say. i aint happy about my results. esp my c5 for english..
other than dat..
i am actually happy for all my other subjects. becos they are all As..
including chemistry. (something i'll never dream to get since i failed almost every of my test and exams since i learnt dat subject)
my chinese too.. i expected to like get a b4 cos i felt the nov paper was much more difficult than the june one. yet i obtained an A.
WHY a
13?
it seems like a ok number. but its only a ok. nothin to be proud of AT ALL.
i've put in my best effort. and if dats wad i've got.
i admit defeat.
it
IS a
BIG FAT 13.
i am not smart.
still. as wad was said. God has plans for me. tho i cant go vj to join the rest of BW. i'm happy dat i can be with hippig again.. its like we can finish off each others sentence/actions..how can i live without u! we'll strive towards higher goals this time round rite? no more pigging!
now. wad do i think. do i want to stay in computing class? if only i can replace computing with geography. sighs.. computing make no sense. and i definitely am not getting a job dat involves programming. so am i wasting my time there? shld i take econs? but if i take econs. i'm bound to fail big time..argh!! headache.
well.. i'll just look forward to the new big campus nx year at pp. i can wake up much later too.
currently just slacking at home now.. organising/recharging myself.. if not i'll fall sick. i just know it.. i almost did.
suddenly seem so pessimistic bout things eh?
i noe i'll get over it.
cos there's nice uniforms in sa.
nice people in sa.
dats all i need.
-ps. i chose cedar becos of the uniform. haha.
wad a unorganised entry. i'm just sprouting nonsense.
