i've been looking forward to life too much.. its till today.. i slowed down.. to look at the people around me.
i'm sorry if i've neglected u guys in anyway..
i'm sorry for being too into my own happiness.
i just read someone's blog. been a long time since.. so much things that's said..
i've moved on.. but it feels weird..
why do we have to miss certain stuff? certain people?
its this miss dat makes us, people so miserable.
relationships.. doubt i'll ever go into one in the long time coming..
even tho yes.. very tempting cute guys all around..
but i wldn't dare..
people were forgiven..
but the fear's still dere.
it hasn't change.
the scar has faded.. but its still dere.
i dun feel dat i'll be missing out on anything..
i've had my first love.. it was gone in a breeze..
i fell in love once.
i know how it feels..
i wun fall again.
unless i'm so sure he's the one..
i may seem so old fashion mabe? towards how now people are so open. having many gf/bf and all.. mabe even having sex.. some just doesn't seem to care..
but i do.
how long it takes. i'll wait. he'll come..
i'll be happy like how my sisters are..
still remember me saying this?
i love to see old couples with wrinkles all over and white hair.. sitting by the beach.. on those benches.. just admiring the skies together.. how sweet does dat feels?
dat all ur life wif dat special someone.. u're gonna die tgt and meet in heaven again.
somehow i just feel like crying for no specific reason.. i dislike to see people around me upset.
well people. take care. u know i love u.
