with me always

Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."

- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE






pingy

dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace

but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today








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Thursday, December 30, 2004
tsunami | 8:25 PM
talked ta him last nite..first time! he told me his story.. his penang trip.. he kinda escaped death twice? i tink the tsunami happened on 26.. and dey were dere right at the beach on the 25 celebrating christmas and lighting fireworks..



another is.. hengily the bus he was in stalled and dey were late to go to a certain adidas shop..



and also.. a skool nx to the hotel he was in was like in ruins.. walls all toppled and stuff.. scary? scary. heng is hotel on higher land or something..



last heard death toll was 60 000 for me... i only tot it was 10? like how dumb i was..i din realise how serious it was.

den.. its like not only death's the problem.. how are we gonna burry so many people? if we are unable to burry? dey decompose.. den there will be a virus.. infecting the living people.. and the dead people in the sea pollutes the water.. i mean.. its really amazing how people can tink so far.. i never really thot bout the dead bodies..



and also. if the aids don't arrive in time... more people will be dying..

all the stories on the miracle kids are really miracle.. its on yest straits btw..

oh.. and es has send her old blankies and stuff over.. hopefully dey'll get it..



so.. today i went to pass my little sis her birthday present and she was super delighted =) i love it when people are happy.. i guessed she loved it alot.. of cos! its expensive ok..

den went over to pass my sis's fren's sis her dan brown book back.. den.. shoppin wif bw..

yea.. bote a book today.. and 2 fbts dey bote for me yest.. i'm so broke now..



i dreamt of his bro last nite.. its scary.. quite a long dream.. we were chatting online? and he asked me lots of question.. remembered one of the dem.. "why do u tink my bro left u.." i cldn't rmb my reply.. nor wad happen in the dream after dat.. but it just seems so weird.. wad a dream..why the dream? =\was just walkin ard the streets and i realised i kinda miss him? like how once we were so.. and how now we are so.. it justs makes me feel so weird all of a sudden..like how prolly his family has long accepted her like how dey accepted me.. like going to family gatherings and all.. its really a great thing and i miss his family? =( and how dey are always stucked tgt.. and me.. just thinkin bout dem..wad dey're doin? at his hse..or in town.. all these stupid images still pops in my mind.. yes i'm happy.. but dat doesn't meant i've stopped missin him sometimes.haix.. wazzup wif me.. i'm so mao dun.