Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always "me first."
- 1 Corinthians 13:4-5, THE MESSAGE
pingy
dear God I must confess
that sometimes You seem far away
sometimes i forget about
how i stand because of grace
but Lord there's been a change in me
a change i hope will stay
for this is my prayer today
Thursday, September 30, 2004
muggin starts now | 5:18 PM
muggin starts now! O is a month away ONLY. sense the seriousness in my tone? one month! really must make full use of this one month. no tv no slackin. but got sleepin and occasionally computer. lol.i can do it and i will do it are my slogans to doin tyses. lol.. cannot give up at e sight of so much to do. just do one by one.. it is actually achievable at e end of e day. =)okies. guess i wun be updating often le. and i'm e happiest girl in the neighbourhood. lolguess why i say so.i was smiling to myself while walkin home. hey! i'm not senile. i'm just happy ok! haha.. den weirdly two ladies parked their car already den came out of e car. obviously dey saw me smiling while drivin in and still smiling when dey got out of e car. so. lol. dey say i seem to be a happy girl. keke.. lol.. its quite hilarious.but sometimes i see how lucky i am. i just cant stop smiling while walkin home. i know it sounds kuku and i'll look spastic k. i even try to keep a stern face. lol. but i'm so happy dat i can reshape my lips into another shape. lol.well. everything dat happened was a blessing to me. learnt to be and am stronger. wiser mabe. and definitely happier. thanks. glad i'm out of those days. i'm a girl wif lotsa freedom. frens. and happiness. =)oh yea! and i met the best doctor in e world yesterday. he actually already dimmed his lights and was shutting down e com while me and me mum rushed in. tho e closed sign was dere. he let us in. re-on the lights and restarted the com. he din even complain or scold us! he even apolosgise dat e com was restarting slow. wow. we came after closing hours and he still so nice.checked me ears wif e thermometer and said i was having a fever at 38.9? lol. i cldn't believe e thermo. i din feel sick. well. den checked me throat and said it is inflamed bad. i tot i drank so much water dat my sore throat wasn't dat bad le.. almost cldn't feel e pain. but its inflamed. lol. so. he gave me medi and 2 days mc. so nice! normally i only get 1 day. but it doen't matter la. cos i went to skool today and will be goin tmr and on sat too. cos its e checkin of papers remember? i dun wan to miss out on dat. and he made me eat my medi at the clinic so i can go home and slp early. so nice rite!!yea. guess my hyperness and happiness kept me so strong even in times of sickness. =)i'm gonna marry a doc like him nx time! so caring and nice. lol.. ke siao.i tink i'm crazy yea. lol. tink i am. who cares. haha. we all are.only mad ppl like us will suddenly do work halfway and suddenly shout "CHA AIRRR MAN MAOOOO!" (chairman mao) and go huphuphuphuphup wif action like in some kind of fit. and just burp nonchalantly like nobodies business.. lol.. Berlin wall.. really if we all went to e same JC.. we will tramautise the guys. haha.ok. coolio.. dats it for today. remember to sec4 ppl! study and work hard alright! c'mon. WE CAN DO IT!
