he hates me! i'm sure =!
ok. i saw russell again today. he got up from caltex bus stop. den i was deciding i shld stop at his stop cos i can walk home from there all e same. actually never dared. but trina keep urging me. so i just went down his bus stop? lol. den from dere. he ran and ran home. so i guess he really hates me to e extent he wants to run away from me. lol.expected he mite run but din noe he'll really. wo zhen de so ugly ma? lol.
but as he was running. it was drizzling a little heavy. so did he run to get home in time or does he really hates me? lol.
its so embarressing. how am i goin face him again? now he knows i'm dat girl who has crushed him since sec1 and i'm so like embarressed now. like. how am i ever gona take e bus in e mornin? wad if i bump into him and e bus is full? dead. seriously! he hates me!
i shouldn't have got down e bus today. seriously. but somehow it was fate i saw him two days in a row after school? mistake!! grave mistake! now he cant even be my eye candy. cos he hates me! screams. and i cant face him anymore either. =X
and i just want to say i'm sorry. i tink i scared him away. haha.
so practically he ran home without turning back and it started to pour. so i started runnin too. but two kind souls saw how wet i was and dey fetch me home. thanks grandma grandpa! dey were really nice old people.
so today is a rather happy day for me who cares if he hates me =S i'm just sorry i scared him off. lol. dere goes my eye candy.
